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Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 5

2011-12-05T14:08:00.000-08:00

Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:

Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 5

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become who I am within, through and as Energy of Mind, and how I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become who I am without through and as Money with the World-System.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that I am now, in this moment who I am within my self-definition, how I am within my mannerism and behaviour, and what I am within my personalities and where I am within my self-experience – because of and due to Energy of Mind within, and Money of the World-System without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how it is and always has been Energy of Mind within and Money of the World-system without that has manifested me into and as this position within the world and the status within my Mind to get me to be/exist as and participate within/as who, how, what and where I am within me and this world as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that the mind as what I exist-as, consist of and exist as ENERGY manifested within/as extension/emergences personified/individualized within/as thoughts, emotions, feelings, beliefs, ideas, perceptions, knowledge, information, symbols, codes, patterns, networks, relationships, frequencies, vibrations – all originating from/of one source/substance within and of me of Mind as ENERGY that I have through time used/abused to construct/programme/design/create the ‘me/self/I’ that I experience me to be in this moment and so – I couldn’t be who, how, what and where I am within me as this self-definition without ENERGY and so ENERGY is/has been my creator, with me the architect = all of which stand equal to and one with me as Money without, where – I couldn’t have been/become who, how, what and where I am within me as this self-definition without MONEY; as MONEY without and ENERGY within becomes a symbiotic relationship and both becomes dependent on each-other for me to shape/form/mould myself within all that I am/live/express – Money as my creator, with me the architect. And whether with or without Money – the presence of Money remain, as even without Money there’s a relationship to Money through and as which the Energy within as me construct/programme/design/create the ‘me/self/I’ that I experience me to be within / as who, how, what and where I am/become within this world as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – ‘receiving money’ is in fact ‘taking from the world-system/money-system’ – a money-system that is enclosed to only provide for and give to a select population that is ‘fortunate’-enough to be part-of the money-circulation, and in that ‘getting’ – I am in fact ‘taking’ – taking more, and more and more from those on earth that is ‘unfortunate’ that is existing outside the enclosure of/as the fortress of/as money as the money-system within/as/of the world-system, and in that – ‘getting money’ becomes ‘taking a life’; for me to ‘have’ another/more dies or is outcasted from/of the money-system as the world-system into a position of/as the process of death; where me ‘getting, taking and having money’ has an actual physical-effect/consequence of/as taking another human beings’ life that physically suffer and die. Within this – with me getting, taking and having money – equalling the suffering/death of another human-being; standing equal-to and one with how I get, take and have energy within/as me from/of my Mind Consciousness System that take / use energy /resources/nutrients from/of the actual human physical body to generate the Mind’s energy for me to continue functioning/existing/surviving as all my personalities of Mind and so, with me getting, taking and having energy – equalling the suffering and eventual death of me in/as my human physical body as I in fact create my own death through using/abusing the actual real physical for me as the mind to be able to ‘experience myself’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that every thought/word and deed as me, within and without – has a consequence on all that is me within/as existence as me, but I haven’t been able to see/realise/understand this due to and because of me accepting and allowing myself to be separated from/of my human physical body that is the physical-source/substance/manifestation that in fact stand stable, grounded, earthed, here with and as all that is physical; as I have separated me by/through me existing within and as the mind as a pre-programmed personified energy-experience, that only has my own interests at heart in my own ‘pursuit of happiness’ within this world that is maintained, validated, fed by/through and as money without – as my energy within and my money without make it possible for me to pursue only my own happiness/interests/considerations/wants/needs and desires and within and as that internal and external pre-occupation with and as energy and money – I accepted and allowed myself to completely blind myself from/of the manifested-consequence ‘my’-energy within and ‘my’-money without is creating/manifesting within and as the lives of others as me within/as this world as me with whom I am sharing this Earth.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my accepted and allowed possession of/as energy within, and pre-occupation with and as money without is in fact contributing to the current condition/state/manifestation and existence of and as this entire world with and as all human beings, animals, nature, the earth, the universe; that my responsibility in fact extend to far more than ‘just me’ – but in fact include all as me as existence as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent of my possession within as energy, and pre-occupation without as money is/has been for some time an ‘easy way of life/living’ – where it has become an accepted and allowed inherent ‘second nature’ to deliberately accept and allowed myself to blind-myself from/of the manifested-consequence that money and energy is/has been creating/manifesting within the lives of all other humans, animals, nature and the earth – because I constantly re-minded myself, re-mining, re-playing – over and over and over again, the energy of the mind from the physical, and taking the money from the world-system within/as the statement, the condition, the acceptance, the allowance of: “My life is fine, I am okay, I am happy, I am content, I am taken care of, I don’t have to worry because I have, they don’t have because of this/that and I have because of this/that” – as the justifications/excuses/validations accumulate / layer within me to make myself ‘okay’ to ‘have/take/get’ while others don’t have/get taken from/lose/suffer/die. And so I have deliberately, meticulously actually created/programmed the deliberate blindness/ignorance of the manifested consequence I in fact perpetuate/participate in creating/manifesting as the manifested-condition of/as the earth, humanity, nature, the animal-kingdom to make sure that ‘at least I am okay’ = not realising/seeing/understanding how – in/as this possession of energy, within and preoccupation with money without; the world around me is falling apart / self-destructing and leading myself into and as a ‘reality-check’ where the physical will stand before me in/as ‘check mate’ as I have throughout time attempted/tried to play chess with the physical (with the manifested physical existence) as a mind, as energy, as money – where energy, where money does not last; and only the physical remain and so I am in fact walking into/towards/as my own creation as the physical and I will face me as this world that I in fact created/manifested as me, through not being HERE, equal and one – but using/abusing/exploiting/destroying it for my own interests/purposes as momentary experience of my own pursuit of happiness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how I have the ability and responsibility to change me, my starting-point from energy/mind to actual physical equal and one living – where my living and participation with myself, others, the earth, the nature, animal-kingdom and existence in within considering/regarding them equal to and one with me – in interacting to develop/grow/expand self/each other to be/become/live/express to/as our utmost potential, within = and changing my starting-point without as money – from serving self-interest and personal pursuit of happiness to the provision for all of humanity, the animal kingdom, nature and the earth where all live within and as the system of/as Equal Money and all are walking with, equal and one and are taken care of and cared for to be able to live the fullest lives the earth and others have to offer and all are equal and one in being able to in fact live, here.

We’ll continue with walking Money as Me in the next document

For further perspectives/insights into the proposal for/of an Equal Money System as the solution that stand for and as what’s best for all in and on this world/earth – please visit:

http://equalmoney.org/]

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Self-Forgiveness: Money as Me – Part 4

2011-03-23T15:59:00.000-07:00

Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:

Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 4

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed within and as the Money-System by and of Money to such an extent, that I have harnessed this possession as-myself through making myself believe that this is the ordinary accepted way of the world, the way of humanity, the way of me within society, wherein – all that is considered within this belief, this accepted-ordinariness of the way of the world of money, is myself, my world that extend only to my immediate concerns and considerations which is what I can see and feel in my physical-environment and reality alone, thinking/believing that this is ‘all there is’ – having no cognisance or reference of the pain and suffering that so many endure in this world I share with them in every moment that I breathe, due to the same money-system I so unashamedly and bombastically live-from.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed within and as the Mind by and of Energy to such an extent, that I have harnessed this possession as-myself through making myself believe that this is the ordinary accepted way of existing as a human-being, within thoughts, reactions an automated actions, split into multiple-selves with not an inch of concern or regard for anything or anyone else but this I that is within of M“I”nd that is Mine, as my-Possession, Possessed - alone within-me as and of the Mind, indulging in my doses of energy, awaiting the next opportunity to feed myself with the greed of self-entitled indulgence as the next fix of addiction as the momentary rush of satisfaction as energy I experience as I control my world/reality for my own interests/purposes – the luxury I have, to only be concerned with my next Energy-fix; when in every moment that I breathe, human beings suffer in the painful silence that is hunger, as they hunger for the next substance that will feed their physical-bodies with the nutrition it require to sustain its existence; but I’m too busy getting my next fill of energy, possessed with the drug of energy of Mind and Money of the World, to see, realise and understand through the veil of ignorance and arrogance = that for me to experience that moment of energy for/of my M“I”nd’s survival; the false-survival – real human beings experience real survival, as they physically fight and strive for the next meal to feed them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed with and as Money and Energy within the Money-System and Mind to such an extent, that I cannot even fathom the experience of what it is to physically-suffer in each and every breath with and as the absolute consuming all-encompassing dread of hunger, being the living-dead – experiencing every single moment the scream and cry of the physical-flesh tearing and stretching as it starts to feed off-of itself in an attempt to balance out its survival in first ensuring the primary organs remain functioning, while the rest of the body starts decaying, until finally the organs collapse and fall and the last breath is breathed in absolute helplessness and powerlessness, a moment of letting go from the hope that was held-onto for just that bit of sustenance to keep on going for just one more breath as the beings die a death at the outskirts of the world-system of the money-system as money, that die such a death – because I have accepted and allowed myself to take, take, take and have, have, have – all the takings and the having’s, creating an imbalance within a internal and external world that functioned within a system of polarity, where – for me to have, other’s won’t have, for me to gain, others’ lose and so; I am responsible – equally responsible with and as all, for the existing determining factor that is in control of life and death in this world as Money and the manifested-consequence it create in this world as the have’s and have not’s and everything else in-between. And for it all to change – I must change how I live, who I am within and what I accept and allow without; the only change that will stand eternal as what’s best for all is an equal Money system where all will have equally as one in this world, with no polarities that require balancing-out and a change within as becoming a living physical being, no more existing of a Mind within energy in constant polarity requiring balance – to stop the current existing equation of win/lose and gain/loss to exist within a system of equality within which all are one and all of the opportunity for a dignified life of physical-living that is real, so creating and manifesting a Real-World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, and harness this belief into and as a reality that I have superimposed onto and within the real physical-reality – that this world of me within as Mind of Energy and world without as World-System of Money, with all the internal and external manifestations and experiences to be REAL. That it is worlds that is acceptable and normal as each and all simply go about their lives in their internal-bubbles of I-Possession as ownership of what is ‘Mine’ as M“I”nd, internally and Mon(Me)y, externally - that define the I of ‘who I am’ as self – creating through Energy and Money a life we exist-within, function-through and maintain with energy and money as though is it real; when – it can all fall, disappear = vanish, the Moment the energy as money stop; because – as money stop, without – energy stop within, and we become empty, listless, depressed nothingness as we’re excluded and thrown out of the world-system, the money-system of money that has fed and sustained the feeding of self’s power as energy within to circulate the cycles of a world/reality without; creating the illusionary, false mirage of a life, a world that is made to be real through money and energy, externally and internally = not in fact real. And so I have accepted and allowed myself to fight for and with a world that is but a mirage of belief generated through energy within and maintained through money without; possessed within a state of survival as fear, as the fear the energy that ensures the production of energy within for the creation of the mirage as Mind, and the survival as money without to ensure the maintenance of the mirage without as Money-System. The Illusion I have become, internally and externally – trapped and enslaved into my own creation of energy and money, seeing only what I have accepted and allowed myself to create of me in separation; and within and as this accepted and allowed state – while I am accepting and allowing myself to be possessed within my possessions internally and externally; countless lives are lost and constantly facing the suffering of deprivation from the very system internally and externally that is fuelling my paradise Island on the land of “I” of “M“I”nd that is mine as my-world within and my-world without.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this world as it exist, internally and externally as I have accepted and allowed myself to create it through, as and by the generation of and as energy and money – is real. That I have accepted and allowed myself to define real through and as acceptance, that – because I accepted it through living it as me, it is and must be real; not realising that – me being and becoming this living definition of real as what I accept as living-conditions for/of me internally as Mind and externally as the Money-System, that I am supporting the manifested-existence of Mind as Energy and the World-System of Money into reality with and as everything and everyone else existing in-it with and as me as such an living-acceptance of who we are and how we live, that together – we are, through our acceptances - creating and manifesting the existence of Mind of Energy and World system of Money into reality and the manifested-consequence that is created from and of it as the current state of the individual human being and humanity as a whole. That, the real reality of the situation is: We’re not seeing the reality of what is manifesting in the REAL physical-world as the manifested-consequence self as Mind of energy, within and within the World System of Money without is in fact creating and manifesting as the abuse of humanity and the earth, with nature and the animal-kingdom.

We’ll continue within the next parts of walking Money as Me – walking the points of the direct-relationships of/as self-responsibility for/of the manifested consequence we exist within and face within and as our accepted and allowed existence as living-definition of Mind/Energy, within - and World-System/Money, without.

Thanks

Sunette

For further perspectives/insights into the proposal for/of a Equal Money System as the solution that stand for and as what’s best for all in and on this world/earth – please visit:

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And also see further information on The Book that will be released on The Equal-Money System, here:

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Self-Forgiveness: Money as Me – Part 3

2011-02-13T06:56:00.000-08:00

Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:

Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Money as it’s manifested in and of this World in and as the forms it exist as I interact with-It – is all that it consist of and exist as; that all that it is, is as I see it through and as my human physical eyes: a piece of paper, coin and card – existing but for the purposes and reasons it serve for me to continue surviving in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the Physical as it’s manifested in and of this World in and as the forms it exist as, as I exist within it and interact with and as it – is all that it consist of and exist as, that all that it is, is as I see it through and as my human physical eyes – a three-dimensional substantially-manifested picture of organic-nature functioning automatically, existing but for the purposes and reasons it serve for me to continue surviving in this world.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to Realise, see and understand – how I have accepted and allowed Money to become the determining-factor for/of Life and Death in and as this World – for myself, and all other as myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to Realise, see and understand that the actual determining factor for/of Life and Death is right here in and as the Physical as Breath as the manifested natural Physical-System that exist and function here within and as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from the physical that is here to such an extent, that I have accepted and allowed myself to replace Breath with Money as the ‘god’ of humanity, the animal-kingdom and nature that decide the fate, the experience and so the life of each within and as this-Existence, on this Planet Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from me, here – in, as and with the Physical to such an extent, that – I see through Money that has become my Possession, that I live as Money by-which I am possessed – and in so-Doing, I miss the totality of existence that is Here as me in, as and with each and every Breath I breathe that is here in, as and with the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand - the extent to which I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself – that I do not even see, realise and understand that it is the Physical, that which is Physical that is the actual reality that is here – that is in fact one and equal. But I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself into a Mind of Energy and build a reality of System of Money into and as which I have trapped and enslaved myself – existing in energy and functioning for Money as a submissive slave to its own creation – totally separate from all that I am as existence that is right here as Breath. And now facing the Consequence of not being able to enter the “kingdom of heaven” that is in fact right here in the physical as Breath. My past haunting me as what I have become as Mind - with Freedom that is but a Breath away...the price to pay for what I have accepted and allowed within and as self-interest as individualism in the name of power and greed.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how the true nature of me as man has manifested into and as my own creation reflecting the true nature of me as the Mind of Energy within and the World System of Money without as the desire for Individualism, Self-Interest, Power and Greed within the starting-point of I-Survival – the survival of the self within and as Individualized Self-Interest that compete for the Position/Status of Power and during that fight and struggle take as much from everyone else as possible with and through Greed – and so we’ve become the Demons we’ve always in fact been, now trapped and enslaved both within as the Mind and without as the World-System into and as the manifested-creations that reflect the True nature of who, how and what we really are and always have been.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me into and as an “I”, manifested as the M(I)nd, the manifested-“I” that consist-of and exist-as the “I”nterests of this I of Individualism I have separated myself into and as – comprising of the wants, needs and desires I define myself as to ensure that I remain identifiably unique and special from everything and everyone within, as and of existence and so – become a god in my own existence of self as the Mind manifestation of the I have created myself into and as within and as separation from and of all that I am as existence that is here.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have accepted and allowed myself to transform Money into and as the manifested-reflection of and as the Energy existent within and as and of me as the I of and as the Mind, where Energy within and Money without has come to embody my wants, needs and desires that define this I of and as M(I)nd – wherein, what is produced of the earth is created into and as that which please and serve my wants, needs and desires of/as Energy of/as Mind for me to feed the existence of survival as this I. And, so – my wants, needs and desires of Energy of Mind within is equal to and one with my wants, needs and desires manifested/embodied as Money and that which represents Money within the World-System, without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have become the manifested-consequence of and as accepted and allowed separation – as I have become the existence of only Fear and Survival – both within and without, as I exist in Fear for Survival as this I of Mind within and Money in the World-System without. Where, instead of living here in and as equality and oneness with and as all that exist here as me, I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me into and as a individualized-“I”. And in this process - I now have to maintain the existence of this self-created I through and as constant energy generation, within - and money generation without for this I that I am within and as M(I)nd as the I-manifestation to continue existing and for me to remain in the position that I stand within and as the World-System – constantly maintaining positions of survival of the I within as Mind with energy and the survival of my position within the World-System with Money. And so my existence has become a constant fight within fear for survival within, with Energy and without, with Money – which has now become the totality of my existence – Energy and Money; instead of actually existing here with and as all, equal and one = the manifested consequence as actual price to pay for accepted and allowed separation = a price that is not valued according to money...but Life, where I now have no access to Life that is here as Breath as manifested equality and oneness as the Physical, for I have become the separation I have accepted and allowed myself to create.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – that what I create is-Me, because what I create-With is-Me - and that the very existence of what I create with, as and of Me - is thus my responsibility as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to take Responsibility for what I created with, as and of Me as the Mind of Energy within and the World-System as Money without, and because of that point, that moment of accepted and allowed self-separation from/of what I have created with, as and of Me as Energy and Money and so abdicated responsibility - I have abdicated my power to do anything with and about it, and so – energy has become a self-existent Mind of Consciousness existing for-Me and Money has become a self-existent System of the World-System functioning for-Me; which has power over and of me, towards and within which I am trapped and enslaved as I am possessed within energy and by money and addicted to energy and money, existing in this possessed addiction, because I have become dependent on Energy and Money for my continued existence as the “I” within as Mind, and a position in the World-System with Money without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the manifested-consequence of/as dependency as the relationship I now exist within to/towards my own creation within as Mind of Energy and without as the World-System of Money, due to my accepted and allowed self-separation into and as a “I”, from/of all that is Me here in and as existence as the Physical-Manifest, where - instead of living with and as everything, here – equal and one; I now live in dependency , as separation to/towards my own limited creations that has become the manifested-definition of/as who I am and so encompass the totality of me in and as fear of loss as the nature of the relationship of dependency within separation. Because - a relationship imply connection and so I am connected to/towards/with that which defines me and therefore cannot afford to lose that which defines me as I am dependent on it to define me as who I am. And now my existence has become that of relationships of dependency within separation as fear of loss , to/towards that which I created into and as separation from/of me that define “who I am” – instead of existing as Here, With and as As all that is Here in and as equality and Oneness – not through relationships, but as HERE, As All, Equal and One. Now existing in fear of loss to/towards the relationship-dependency within and as separation with Energy as mind and Money as the World-system - as energy of Mind and money of the world-system has come to define who I am.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the manifested-consequence of/as accepted and allowed separation from/of Me that is here as equality and oneness as the Physical, where I exist as a “I”-creation, individualized within and as Energy as my manifested-definitions through which I created Money embodying my definitions of Energy – and now my creations from which I have separated myself as Energy and Money has come to define “who I am”, who this “I” manifestation is – as I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from that which defines this Self. And within the very point of it defining who I am and having the power to define who I am imply / reveal the truth of me – that I am now even less than my own creations of separation as Energy and Money that now determine who, how and what I am in/as the existing of me in this Mind I’ve trapped and enslaved myself into and this World-System I’ve trapped and enslaved myself into along-with the rest of existence as-Me that is equally as trapped and enslaved as I am. As I have accepted and allowed all of me to be trapped and enslaved with and as me through me accepting and allowing my state of separation and so accepted and allowed all of me’s state of separation. And in that, supported the existence of separation and so continued to exist and so create and manifest an existence of/as separation.

Within this Part we touched on the Point of the accepted and allowed Manifested-Consequence of/as Separation from all of self, Here - into and as the manifestation of/as Separation as the Mind of Energy within and as the World-System of Money without and the outflows and effects of such a Cause/Source and Origin of and as Self on all that exist as self within and as Existence.

As we continue we’ll have a look further into the Manifested-Consequence of Separation and the actual Self-Responsibility that exist to/towards self – within and without in relation to All of existence as Self and that what exist now as it exist in/as this World of self – is in fact, each individual human beings’ self-responsibility.

Thanks

Sunette

Self-Forgiveness: Money as Me – Part 2

2011-01-20T15:34:00.000-08:00

Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:

Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 2

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand – that; I’m not even aware, conscious of the experience in the physical in the Moment of holding money in its manifested-form within and as the physical as paper, coin and card that I daily/regularly interact-with = revealing the true-extent to which I have layered my self-separation from me that is Here even within and as the manifestation of and as Money I hold with me and interact with, in and as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand – that, I’m not even aware, conscious of the experience in my own Human Physical Body in every Moment of Breath of being here within and as my Human Physical Body = revealing the true extent to which I have layered my self-separation from me that is Here as the Physical, to the extent that I am unable to even describe the physical Feel of me as the Physical, here in and as equality and oneness as who I am.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand - that I’m even less than consciousness, for not even being conscious - as a moment/moments of consideration - within and throughout my participation in and as the physical as me, of the physical as Me – as I scatter myself throughout my day into and as fragments of me, manifested as projections of the actual-me I have lost within the dimensions of my mind I have separated myself into and as, only because I refused to face and take responsibility for, what I know I had done here in and as the Physical as me. And instead of facing and taking responsibility for what I had done – I escaped with fear into self-separation as my Mind, and through time made myself forget as I layered myself through suppressions – separating myself to such an extent; that I no more exist in Reality, but have come to exist as only a reflection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold Money responsible for the frustration, hardship, difficulty, struggle, pain and conflict I experience within myself, towards the World and others within my World. When I have no right and no place and no power to blame / hold Money accountable/responsible for the consequences manifesting in the world that is directly linked to it - for I am the one that has accepted and allowed myself to subjugate me to/towards Money and in that, the only effort I can bestow towards the problem I see that is how Money is being used and abused – is through and as blame; as I have given all my power and responsibility to/towards a system that governs Money; as an elite few that govern money as the reality-manifestation of and as me as I have accepted and allowed myself to Define Money and live, and exist within and as the confines as the rules and regulations of and as that definition. And so – I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power and responsibility away to a definition, a definition of money – that has become my god, my power, my enslavement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold the Physical responsible for being the illusion and the experience of me as being limited, imprisoned, separated, inferior and insignificant due to existing within and as it, when in-fact – I was projecting the reality of me as what I exist-as as-me inside the physical, onto the actual real reality as the physical and that I have dared to have the audacity to even believe that I am ‘more than’ the Physical – when I am not even in-control of Breath; that is the One-Thing of and as the physical, giving me the opportunity to continue living and existing here in and as the physical, that is real – the physical that is real, that continue existing, long after I’m dead; as I become non-existent, unreal – forgotten; and the truth of me as the Illusion manifest, the truth of the Physical as Real Remain.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enslave myself into and as my own creation of and as definition and illusion, in and as the manifestation of money and mind – separating myself from the world as me without, that is here and the physical as me within, that is here – as I have accepted and allowed a Definition of a Physical-Manifestation of Me to become a god that ensnares all that is me into and as the trap/carrot it holds as survival within a closed-system where only a select-few is given access to the carrot as survival as money that has become the permission to live in this world, the physical that is me, and the rest as me gets the short-end of this system and the consequence they face; because of a definition I have accepted and allowed to become a god.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a idea, to create a illusion – to create a idea of Money, to create a Illusion as Mind of me.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand - even notice, consider or question within and as all this apparent ‘might, superiority and godhood’ I own over and of the Physical; that I have accepted and allowed an idea – an Idea - to control the world as me, the physical as me, humanity as me, the animal kingdom as me, the universe as me, existence as me, and have accepted and allowed a illusion to elude me into believing the Lie that I am real, as I have become deception, as how I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into separating me from all that is me from the smaller to the greater within a belief that I am an individual and that within individuality/isolation lie the power, as I have become the greed of self-interest through accepting and allowing myself to pursue power and godhood as importance over/of all that is me. And in that – manifested, created me as the epitome of separation and limitation as manifested-consequence; as I have sequenced myself into and as the design of the absolutely con, as I conned myself into and as self-deception, through believing that power is greed and isolation is godhood. And now I stand within the manifestation of the consequence I have become as this world as existence as me as all and everything and everyone within it – powerless and helpless to do anything alone; where the only solution is to gather all that is me that I have separated myself into and as, to stand together equal and one – to stop the consequence of isolation and separation and enslavement and limitation of ideas and illusions to free all of me that I have accepted and allowed to enslave and ensnare within and as this existence as me.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand – that I am less-that an idea, that I am less than an illusion – as it is an idea and an illusion, within - as the Mind and without - as Money – that I am accepting and allowing me to limit and isolate me into and as inferiority and powerlessness as I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish myself to nothing, as I become what I am: Nothing – in Death, a thought that will eventually be forgotten, as those that I leave behind; as the Idea remain as the System of Money and the Illusion remain as the Humans as Mind – long after I’ve gone and left the idea as the world-system and the illusion as Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give Power to the idea/definition of/as Money as the World-System it has become as the manifestations of Minds as People that ‘work-for’ the Idea as Money as the World-system – as not even they realise, that they are also but slaves to an Idea; powerless to the Power it has taken as enslaving all to its might; as all are trapped within the Money-System; the System Money has become – not Money-itself, but the System - that is but an Idea – fuelled by Illusions as Minds as People; what a fucked-up reality; that a Idea of Money rules the world, rules the people that remain Illusions, illusive – not seeing, realising and understanding the Reality of the Physical that is here, that all that is required to be done, is the Idea to be changed and the living/functioning/existing/participation according-to that idea – for Money to become Equally available for All, for all to See, Realise and Understand the Earth, the Physical that is here is for All, as All Equally. That All share this Earth Equally and that we can Exist-together within equality if we but let-go of the Illusion of Mind and the Idea of Money.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and Understand – the extent of the power Money and Mind has over and of me, that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive – that it is Money and the Mind that has power over/of me that deems me powerless, helpless, hopeless and inferior – when, in fact it is: Me. As I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow this-State of powerlessness, helplessness and hopelessness to/towards myself and this world/reality as-Myself as the physical as all as and within it as Me; and in that acceptance and allowance – shaped, formed and moulded me into and as that which I accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow myself to be one with and equal to; and so I have become what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and within that being; created the very experience within me as the physical as me that I have become, as powerlessness, helplessness and hopelessness – not realising that it is but a acceptance and allowance of becoming that I require stopping and changing; to take back the power that is me as Responsibility, and stand up and face this reality, the physical as all that is me as what I have done unto me, within as and through acceptance and allowance within as and through Money and Mind.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – that what I require stopping, changing and standing-up from within, is the Mind as manifested-illusion and what I require stopping, changing and standing-up from without, is the System of Money – to establish a Equality within-me and without as me, to be able to stop, change and stand-up from/as myself as what I have become and done as the illusion of mind within and the idea of Money without to give me as all of me as the physical, that is in the physical and from the physical and of the Physical as me – a opportunity, to see, realise and understand as I do – to stop, change and stand-up to manifest a world, a existence and a experience of the physical as self within and as a actual living reality of and as equality and oneness, where all live life, here – instead of consequence as suffering and pain with Death.

Alright, so – we’ve now walked a Part/aspect as dimension/perspective in relation to self as Money within this document in relation to how we’ve accepted and allowed an Idea of and as Money, an idea generated within and as the Mind to have control/power over/of ourselves as Individuals and also Humanity as a whole and how we’ve accepted and allowed that Idea to enslave-Us to an acceptance and allowance of our current lives as individuals and humanity as a whole in relation to Money. Then, within that how we’ve equally accepted and allowed an Illusion as the idea of ourselves as the Mind to have control/power over/of us within-Ourselves – and so, how each one individually is self-responsible for how this world within ourselves and without is existing, through how we’re accepting and allowing an idea within and without as ourselves to have power/control over/of us, in how we live, participate and act within, as and through our acceptances and allowances.

We have the Solution – visit the Desteni I Process http://www.desteniiprocess.com/ and the Equal Money Website http://equalmoney.org/ – to Stop, Stand-Up and Take Self-Responsibility; both within and without in establishing a living-reality of/as equality and oneness as Life.

Within the Next Document of/as Self-Forgiveness – we’ll continue walking-taking-on the manifested multi-dimensions of/as Money as Self.

Thanks

Sunette

Self-Forgiveness: Money as Me – Part 1

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Introduction

Within this Blog – ‘Self-Forgiveness will Determine your Desteni’, as within this Document, we’ll be starting with Taking-on and Opening-up ‘Word’-Matrixes.

‘Word’-Matrixes are Physical-Mind Unconscious-Manifestations as Mini-‘Unified Networks/Fields’ of the Mind Consciousness System that consist-of/exist-as Threads/Patterns that are weaved and intertwined within and throughout the Human Physical Body and serve as part-of the platform of the Total Mind Consciousness System, manifesting a database of Information for/of the Mind Consciousness System which is utilized to ‘build or construct’ Personalities and/or Habitual Behavioural Designs.

Therefore – with opening-up and exploring these/such ‘Word’-Matrixes, as Unified-Field Information Network-Manifestations of the Mind Consciousness System, manifested as layers upon layers within and as the Human Physical Body – you’ll be able to assist/support yourself in releasing yourself from such Information-Networks, and get-To a Starting-Point that is Self, here through Self-Forgiveness. To re-Establishing a starting-Point that is Self, within and as Self-Honesty and so assist and support self to Live Words within and as a Starting-Point of and as Equality and Oneness as What’s Best for All.

So we assist and support Ourselves to Stop accepting and allowing ourselves to be Pre-determined, Pre-programmed Energetic-Information Robots, functioning through Knowledge within the Dimensions of a Mind, Conscious only of the consciousness that we programmed ourselves to be as the platform of information we’ve defined-Ourselves as, as Words not-Lived – but utilized with energy to create a pre-programmed organic-robot, functioning through systems passed-on from generation to generation as mere copies of those that has gone before us.

Let’s stop existing as Copied, Pre-programmed, Knowledge and Information, Energetically-Motivated Robots - functioning through systems and constructs, and start exploring who we really are as Life – what we really are as Living and how we really are as Expression, within a principle that stand eternal, that can manifest a reality of eternity, a reality of equality and oneness, where all are equal in themselves and this world/existence = and it All starts within SELF, here.

Yes – the reality we are capable of Manifesting As-Ourselves sounds wondrous, however – we first have to face Reality as it exist now, both within-Ourselves and our own environment.

This is based on the common-sense Principle, that – one cannot expect oneself to take-On the World as-Self or Humanity as a Whole as-Self – if self has not yet proven self’s living as the principle of and as equality within self, and one’s own world as towards/with those that is currently existent within one’s World.

Therefore, we’re going to ‘throw ourselves into the deep-end’ of-Ourselves so to speak, meaning – go directly to the Core/Source/Origin of Everything that we Are – as the actual ‘Manifested Reason’ for Why we are ‘who, how and what we are’ within ourselves and our World/Environment, which is:

ENERGY = MONEY.

The Mind Consciousness Systems’ main ‘power-source’, that which defines, creates and manifests its total-Existence as-Ourselves ‘within’, is Energy as how we’ve manifested ourselves within-Ourselves. Now, how we’ve manifested-ourselves in the greater, is as the World-System - with its main ‘power-source’, that which defines, creates and manifests its total-Existence as-Ourselves ‘without’, is Money.

This means, that – our Relationship to/towards Ourselves in relation to Energy, is defined-by our Relationship to/towards ourselves as Money.

We’ll be walking the Entire ‘Money Body and Mind’ / ‘Energy Body and Mind’ within and as ourselves, in seeing, realising and understanding for-Ourselves – how Money without, as Energy within – is Equal in how we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to define ‘who, how and what we are and live’ within, as and through Money as the outer-manifested creation of manifested-Energy within.

So, within taking-On the World-System as Money, we’ll be taking-on the Mind Consciousness System as Energy – so that we can start Understanding, Realising and Seeing who, how and what we are specifically and precisely, with precision and specificity. To so be able to stop, stand up and change-Ourselves – to establish a starting-point of Equality and Oneness within ourselves and the world as ourselves, with a Equal Money System ‘without’, wherein all will be One, and a Equality and Oneness starting-point ‘within’ – to create/manifest a Living-world that’s Best for All.

How we’re practically going to walk-This Point as Money in relation to Word-matrixes as seeing realising and understanding How Money has come to define, permeate and infiltrate the total/entire reality of-Ourselves both within/without, equal-to and one-with Energy, is as follows:

We’re going to take a Word – and walk the Matrix of that Word, as how it’s interwoven/interweaved as a Manifested Unconscious-Mind Network/Field with its starting-Point as Money and its substance as Energy. To so walk-Through the entire Manifestation and Release-self from the Hold as Definition of such a Word and its Manifested Mind-matrix - to assist/support self to establish self as the Starting-Point within and as Living, both within and without; instead existing as definitions of words based-on Knowledge and Information as Energy as Money – Controlling, Influencing an affecting all that self is, both within and without.

In and through this, you will see, realise and understand for-Yourself – how Money is and has-Been determining all of you, from Thoughts, to Reactions to Relationships to Behaviour to Preferences and Tastes.

So, with this – Let’s start Walking the First Word-Matrix, as the structural-manifestation of Money-itself as its Manifested within/as this World, when we interact/work with Money-itself and the Unconscious-Physical experiences that Manifest in that Moment of Touch with Money”

Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 1

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to even be aware of the very Moment my fingers touch the manifestation of/as money, manifested as paper, coins and cards.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to even be aware of the very Moment my fingers/body touch the physical-reality, with/as all that I interact-with, in/as this physical-reality as-Me.

I forgive myself that I cannot at this Moment describe the actual Physical-Feel of/as the manifestation of Money as paper, coins and card that I touch/inter-act with on a Daily-basis.

I forgive myself that I cannot at this Moment describe the actual Physical-Feel of/as the manifestation of the Physical, the Human Physical Body.

I forgive myself for my accepted and allowed unawareness of/as the Physical, Here in its varied-manifested expressions as Me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see and realise money as me in and as that moment of Touch, that moment of shared manifested physical-equality – where I hold me as Money.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see and realise the Physical as me in and as the Moment of Touch, that moment of shared manifested physical-equality – where I hold/touch the Physical as-Me.

I forgive myself, that I haven’t realised – that I have never actually Felt and have no actual, real reference for – how it is to Feel Me, the Physical that is Here as Me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see/realise that I am Money, that Money is me – that Money is a manifested-extension of me as a part of me I have created as me in/as this physical-world as Me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to see/realise that I am the Physical, the Physical is-me – that the Physical is a manifestation of me in/as this physical-World as-Me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my interaction with money to be so automated and habitual, that I have not and do not consider / realise or conceive who I am to/towards or as/with Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my living with/within the Physical to be so automated and habitual, that I have not and do not consider / realise or conceive who I am to/towards or as/with the Physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from Money, through/within my Mind / Mind Consciousness System, separating myself from a part of-Myself, a part of me as the Physical, a extended manifested-creation that is me, with me here – in and as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the Physical, through/within my Mind / Mind Consciousness System, separating myself from myself as the Physical as-Me, that is me, here in and as the physical-existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to impose/superimpose rules, regulations and laws as definitions onto/upon a physical-manifestation as part of Me – rules, regulations and laws as definitions that regard only the interest of those who can obtain-It, and thus only care-for/consider and regard those who have – paper, coin and card as Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to impose/superimpose beliefs, ideas and perceptions as energy onto/upon the Physical as-me, beliefs, ideas and perceptions as energy that regards only the interest of-Me alone, caring-for/considering and regarding only my own self-interest as the inner-experience of only me, and me alone.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself, to – within the accepted and allowed separating from/of that part of me as Money, within/as and through the rules, regulations and laws as definitions I have imposed/superimposed within/ on-It – separated me from All of Me in/as this Physical-Reality/Existence, as equality is based within separation as those that have are equal with money and those that don’t have are equal without money and the consequence they live/exist-within because of-it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest-Me as separation both within and without, where All of me is currently existing equally in Separation and as One in Separation, both within-Themselves as the Mind and without through Money.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself, to – within the accepted and allowed separation of me from/of the Physical as-Me, within/as and through beliefs, perceptions and ideas as energy I have imposed/superimposed within/on-It – separated me from All of me in/as the Physical-Reality/Existence, where – in my Mind, nothing is-Me / no-One exist within me, but me, myself and I – where everything I am both within and without only revolve around me, my own interest and fight for Survival – completely isolated within my own-Mind, missing the Actual Reality of Equality and Oneness as the Physical-Here and all that is Physical as-Me and my actual, real Responsibility within and as the Physical as this Physical-Existence as Me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that – that Moment of Touch with/as Money as paper, coin and/or card – is not only ‘‘My’-Reality/World’, that Money does not only affect/influence me, but have an effect, influence and impact on all of Humanity as-Me – that is so encompassing, that – having-Money and not Having-Money means Life or Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give Money the power and value of Life or Death for/of Me and all as-Me as Humanity – instead of Living Life as-Me, Here as equality and oneness with/as all as me, where all as me Live-Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give the Mind, the Mind Consciousness System as manifested-Energy – the value and power of determining Life and Death for/of me – instead of Living Life as-Me, Here as equality and oneness with/as all as me, where all as me Live-Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live-with, participate-in, accept, allow interact-with and form a relationship-with a Mind as manifested-Energy that is the very Creation of separation, and in-That acceptance and allowance – manifest-Me equal-To and one-With that which I accept and allow myself to become – a Mind, a System, Energy...that Die. And thus, I am born in-Death, become-Death and return to Death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live-with, interact-with, participate-in, accept, allow and form a relationship-with the System of/as Money as the manifested-creation of how Money exist in this World/Reality as a representation of the separation and consequence that exist within/as Me as the Physical, and in that – supporting the manifested-separation as inequality it create within/as this world as me, as those that have-money and those that don’t and the consequences and struggle that each individual as me experience because of it. Which thus makes me Responsible for the consequences, struggle and strife that all experience due to the System of Money as it exist today.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that – in blaming Money-Itself as the cause/source/origin of/as the consequences humanity face as the one-Thing that determine life or death in this World, I am in-fact blaming-Myself - because money is-me, a part of-Me within/as this physical-manifested existence, and I am thus responsible as Money-itself, as the consequence that manifest because of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from myself to such an extent, that I cannot, do not and refuse to see the actual source/cause and origin of this entire existence and its manifested-Consequence as-Me, that is Me as who I am, what I live and how I interact with all that is Me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately blind-myself with and as Energy as Mind and Money as paper, coin and card as all manifestations of/as Money in/s this world – into and as a Individualized-I Conscious-Mind Dimension – where I have accepted and allowed myself to trap-Myself into and as the enslavement of limitation and separation, to not have to face me as Reality, the Physical as all of me that I am directly responsible for.

I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that – I cannot escape Me, because I am Here as the Physical, and because I am here as the Physical, I will always return to me as Here – to face me, to stand before Me, to walk-through what I have accepted and allowed to manifest and create as all of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate-Myself within-Myself into my Mind as Energy and without as Money to such an extent, that I have created a Projected-Reality Bubble for-Myself, wherein I believe only ‘me and my money that create my world’-Exist. Not realising, that in-fact – I exist in/as a Physical-Reality as this Existence as One, wherein all are equally determined by/through Money; creating a My-Mind and My-Money world as an attempt to further abdicate self-responsibility to/towards all that is Me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Create a God, a alternate-Me supposedly ‘more’-Greater than the limited-Me I have manifested-myself into, in and as the Dimension of the Conscious-Mind, as a means to abdicate responsibility-Towards for why I do not stand-up and take Self-responsibility for all that is Me in/as the Physical and the consequences I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest within/as and through money as the one thing I have given away my power and value to, that has become the deciding-factor between who lives and dies in this world. Within-that – I forgive myself that I haven’t allowed myself to realise, that – the creation of the alternate/projected-me is even less than what I exist-as in the conscious-Mind, as it’s a mere projection of a mind-dimension I have become.

I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself to consider all of me equally as one in/as my living as every moment as every breath, and manifested a existence that is-Me, as All as One as Equal – where all Live as Life, but instead only considered my own Individual Interests within myself – exactly as I consider only my own Individual interests within/as Money, exactly as I consider only my own individual interests within my World – creating/manifesting the absolute consequence of separation that is this World today as a direct-reflective creation of what I have become.

We’ll continue onto here for the Moment as the Main-Introduction and Introductory Self-Forgiveness Examples of/as The-Point as Self that has been/is The-Point that has been determining all of self, wherein we’ll firstly be starting-with having a look at, through self-forgiveness – how we have accepted and allowed ourselves to be determined, controlled and influenced by/through Money and how we’re in-fact individually Self-Responsible for what has become of-us and this world as-Ourselves.

And within-That, how to practically assist/support Ourselves in self-corrective application to change the living of who we are, to so change reality to that of Living, as Life.

Thanks

Sunette