Self-Forgiveness: Money as Me – Part 4

Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:

Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 4

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed within and as the Money-System by and of Money to such an extent, that I have harnessed this possession as-myself through making  myself believe that this is the ordinary accepted way of the world, the way of humanity, the way of me within society, wherein – all that is considered within this belief, this accepted-ordinariness of the way of the world of money, is myself, my world that extend only to my immediate concerns and considerations which is what I can see and feel in my physical-environment and reality alone, thinking/believing that this is ‘all there is’ – having no cognisance or reference of the pain and suffering that so many endure in this world I share with them in every moment that I breathe, due to the same money-system I so unashamedly and bombastically live-from.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed within and as the Mind by and of Energy to such an extent, that I have harnessed this possession as-myself through making myself believe that this is the ordinary accepted way of existing as a human-being, within thoughts, reactions an automated actions, split into multiple-selves with not an inch of concern or regard for anything or anyone else but this I that is within of M“I”nd that is Mine, as my-Possession, Possessed - alone within-me as and of the Mind, indulging in my doses of energy, awaiting the next opportunity to feed myself with the greed of self-entitled indulgence as the next fix of addiction as the momentary rush of satisfaction as energy I experience as I control my world/reality for my own interests/purposes – the luxury I have, to only be concerned with my next Energy-fix; when in every moment that I breathe, human beings suffer in the painful silence that is hunger, as they hunger for the next substance that will feed their physical-bodies with the nutrition it require to sustain its existence; but I’m too busy getting my next fill of energy, possessed with the drug of energy of Mind and Money of the World, to see, realise and understand through the veil of ignorance and arrogance = that for me to experience that moment of energy for/of my M“I”nd’s survival; the false-survival – real human beings experience real survival, as they physically fight and strive for the next meal to feed them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed with and as Money and Energy within the Money-System and Mind to such an extent, that I cannot even fathom the experience of what it is to physically-suffer in each and every breath with and as the absolute consuming all-encompassing dread of hunger, being the living-dead – experiencing every single moment the scream and cry of the physical-flesh tearing and stretching as it starts to feed off-of itself in an attempt to balance out its survival in first ensuring the primary organs remain functioning, while the rest of the body starts decaying, until finally the organs collapse and fall and the last breath is breathed in absolute helplessness and powerlessness, a moment of letting go from the hope that was held-onto for just that bit of sustenance to keep on going for just one more breath as the beings die a death at the outskirts of the world-system of the money-system as money, that die such a death – because I have accepted and allowed myself to take, take, take and have, have, have – all the takings and the having’s, creating an imbalance within a internal and external world that functioned within a system of polarity, where – for me to have, other’s won’t have, for me to gain, others’ lose and so; I am responsible – equally responsible with and as all, for the existing determining factor that is in control of life and death in this world as Money and the manifested-consequence it create in this world as the have’s and have not’s and everything else in-between. And for it all to change – I must change how I live, who I am within and what I accept and allow without; the only change that will stand eternal as what’s best for all is an equal Money system where all will have equally as one in this world, with no polarities that require balancing-out and a change within as becoming a living physical being, no more existing of a Mind within energy in constant polarity requiring balance – to stop the current existing equation of win/lose and gain/loss to exist within a system of equality within which all are one and all of the opportunity for a dignified life of physical-living that is real, so creating and manifesting a Real-World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, and harness this belief into and as a reality that I have superimposed onto and within the real physical-reality – that this world of me within as Mind of Energy and world without as World-System of Money, with all the internal and external manifestations and experiences to be REAL. That it is worlds that is acceptable and normal as each and all simply go about their lives in their internal-bubbles of I-Possession as ownership of what is ‘Mine’ as M“I”nd, internally and Mon(Me)y, externally - that define the I of ‘who I am’ as self – creating through Energy and Money a life we exist-within, function-through and maintain with energy and money as though is it real; when – it can all fall, disappear = vanish, the Moment the energy as money stop; because – as money stop, without – energy stop within, and we become empty, listless, depressed nothingness as we’re excluded and thrown out of the world-system, the money-system of money that has fed and sustained the feeding of self’s power as energy within to circulate the cycles of a world/reality without; creating the illusionary, false mirage of a life, a world that is made to be real through money and energy, externally and internally = not in fact real. And so I have accepted and allowed myself to fight for and with a world that is but a mirage of belief generated through energy within and maintained through money without; possessed within a state of survival as fear, as the fear  the energy that ensures the production of energy within for the creation of the mirage as Mind, and the survival as money without to ensure the maintenance of the mirage without as Money-System. The Illusion I have become, internally and externally – trapped and enslaved into my own creation of energy and money, seeing only what I have accepted and allowed myself to create of me in separation; and within and as this accepted and allowed state – while I am accepting and allowing myself to be possessed within my possessions internally and externally; countless lives are lost and constantly facing the suffering of deprivation from the very system internally and externally that is fuelling my paradise Island on the land of “I” of “M“I”nd that is mine as my-world within and my-world without.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this world as it exist, internally and externally as I have accepted and allowed myself to create it through, as and by the generation of and as energy and money – is real. That I have accepted and allowed myself to define real through and as acceptance, that – because I accepted it through living it as me, it is and must be real; not realising that – me being and becoming this living definition of real as what I accept as living-conditions for/of me internally as Mind and externally as the Money-System, that I am supporting the manifested-existence of Mind as Energy and the World-System of Money into reality with and as everything and everyone else existing in-it with and as me as such an living-acceptance of who we are and how we live, that together – we are, through our acceptances - creating and manifesting the existence of Mind of Energy and World system of Money into reality and the manifested-consequence that is created from and of it as the current state of the individual human being and humanity as a whole. That, the real reality of the situation is: We’re not seeing the reality of what is manifesting in the REAL physical-world as the manifested-consequence self as Mind of energy, within and within the World System of Money without is in fact creating and manifesting as the abuse of humanity and the earth, with nature and the animal-kingdom.

We’ll continue within the next parts of walking Money as Me – walking the points of the direct-relationships of/as self-responsibility for/of the manifested consequence we exist within and face within and as our accepted and allowed existence as living-definition of Mind/Energy, within - and World-System/Money, without.

Thanks

Sunette

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Self-Forgiveness: Money as Me – Part 2

Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:

Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 2

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand – that; I’m not even aware, conscious of the experience in the physical in the Moment of holding money in its manifested-form within and as the physical as paper, coin and card that I daily/regularly interact-with = revealing the true-extent to which I have layered my self-separation from me that is Here even within and as the manifestation of and as Money I hold with me and interact with, in and as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand – that, I’m not even aware, conscious of the experience in my own Human Physical Body in every Moment of Breath of being here within and as my Human Physical Body = revealing the true extent to which I have layered my self-separation from me that is Here as the Physical, to the extent that I am unable to even describe the physical Feel of me as the Physical, here in and as equality and oneness as who I am.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand  - that I’m even less than consciousness, for not even being conscious - as a moment/moments of consideration - within and throughout my participation in and as the physical as me, of the physical as Me – as I scatter myself throughout my day into and as fragments of me, manifested as projections of the actual-me I have lost within the dimensions of my mind I have separated myself into and as, only because I refused to face and take responsibility for, what I know I had done here in and as the Physical as me. And instead of facing and taking responsibility for what I had done – I escaped with fear into self-separation as my Mind, and through time made myself forget as I layered myself through suppressions – separating myself to such an extent; that I no more exist in Reality, but have come to exist as only a reflection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold Money responsible for the frustration, hardship, difficulty, struggle, pain and conflict I experience within myself, towards the World and others within my World. When I have no right and no place and no power to blame / hold Money accountable/responsible for the consequences manifesting in the world that is directly linked to it - for I am the one that has accepted and allowed myself to subjugate me to/towards Money and in that, the only effort I can bestow towards the problem I see that is how Money is being used and abused – is through and as blame; as I have given all my power and responsibility to/towards a system that governs Money; as an elite few that govern money as the reality-manifestation of and as me as I have accepted and allowed myself to Define Money and live, and exist within and as the confines as the rules and regulations of and as that definition. And so – I have accepted and allowed myself to give my power and responsibility away to a definition, a definition of money – that has become my god, my power, my enslavement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold the Physical responsible for being the illusion and the experience of me as being limited, imprisoned, separated, inferior and insignificant due to existing within and as it, when in-fact – I was projecting the reality of me as what I exist-as as-me inside the physical, onto the actual real reality as the physical and that I have dared to have the audacity to even believe that I am ‘more than’ the Physical – when I am not even in-control of Breath; that is the One-Thing of and as the physical, giving me the opportunity to continue living and existing here in and as the physical, that is real – the physical that is real, that continue existing, long after I’m dead; as I become non-existent, unreal – forgotten; and the truth of me as the Illusion manifest, the truth of the Physical as Real Remain.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to enslave myself into and as my own creation of and as definition and illusion, in and as the manifestation of money and mind – separating myself from the world as me without, that is here and the physical as me within, that is here – as I have accepted and allowed a Definition of a Physical-Manifestation of Me to become a god that ensnares all that is me into and as the trap/carrot it holds as survival within a closed-system where only a select-few is given access to the carrot as survival as money that has become the permission to live in this world, the physical that is me, and the rest as me gets the short-end of this system and the consequence they face; because of a definition I have accepted and allowed to become a god.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a idea, to create a illusion – to create a idea of Money, to create a Illusion as Mind of me.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand - even notice, consider or question within and as all this apparent ‘might, superiority and godhood’ I own over and of the Physical; that I have accepted and allowed an idea – an Idea - to control the world as me, the physical as me, humanity as me, the animal kingdom as me, the universe as me, existence as me, and have accepted and allowed a illusion to elude me into believing the Lie that I am real, as I have become deception, as how I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into separating me from all that is me from the smaller to the greater within a belief that I am an individual and that within individuality/isolation lie the power, as I have become the greed of self-interest through accepting and allowing myself to pursue power and godhood as importance over/of all that is me. And in that – manifested, created me as the epitome of separation and limitation as manifested-consequence; as I have sequenced myself into and as the design of the absolutely con, as I conned myself into and as self-deception, through believing that power is greed and isolation is godhood. And now I stand within the manifestation of the consequence I have become as this world as existence as me as all and everything and everyone within it – powerless and helpless to do anything alone; where the only solution is to gather all that is me that I have separated myself into and as, to stand together equal and one – to stop the consequence of isolation and separation and enslavement and limitation of ideas and illusions to free all of me that I have accepted and allowed to enslave and ensnare within and as this existence as me.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to realise, see and understand – that I am less-that an idea, that I am less than an illusion – as it is an idea and an illusion, within - as the Mind and without - as Money – that I am accepting and allowing me to limit and isolate me into and as inferiority and powerlessness as I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish myself to nothing, as I become what I am: Nothing – in Death, a thought that will eventually be forgotten, as those that I leave behind; as the Idea remain as the System of Money and the Illusion remain as the Humans as Mind – long after I’ve gone and left the idea as the world-system and the illusion as Mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give Power to the idea/definition of/as Money as the World-System it has become as the manifestations of Minds as People that ‘work-for’ the Idea as Money as the World-system – as not even they realise, that they are also but slaves to an Idea; powerless to the Power it has taken as enslaving all to its might; as all are trapped within the Money-System; the System Money has become – not Money-itself, but the System - that is but an Idea – fuelled by Illusions as Minds as People; what a fucked-up reality; that a Idea of Money rules the world, rules the people that remain Illusions, illusive – not seeing, realising and understanding the Reality of the Physical that is here, that all that is required to be done, is the Idea to be changed and the living/functioning/existing/participation according-to that idea – for Money to become Equally available for All, for all to See, Realise and Understand the Earth, the Physical that is here is for All, as All Equally. That All share this Earth Equally and that we can Exist-together within equality if we but let-go of the Illusion of Mind and the Idea of Money.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and Understand – the extent of the power Money and Mind has over and of me, that I have accepted and allowed myself to think/believe/perceive – that it is Money and the Mind that has power over/of me that deems me powerless, helpless, hopeless and inferior – when, in fact it is: Me. As I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow this-State of powerlessness, helplessness and hopelessness to/towards myself and this world/reality as-Myself as the physical as all as and within it as Me; and in that acceptance and allowance – shaped, formed and moulded me into and as that which I accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow myself to be one with and equal to; and so I have become what I have accepted and allowed myself to be and within that being; created the very experience within me as the physical as me that I have become, as powerlessness, helplessness and hopelessness – not realising that it is but a acceptance and allowance of becoming that I require stopping and changing; to take back the power that is me as Responsibility, and stand up and face this reality, the physical as all that is me as what I have done unto me, within as and through acceptance and allowance within as and through Money and Mind.

I forgive myself that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – that what I require stopping, changing and standing-up from within, is the Mind as manifested-illusion and what I require stopping, changing and standing-up from without, is the System of Money – to establish a Equality within-me and without as me, to be able to stop, change and stand-up from/as myself as what I have become and done as the illusion of mind within and the idea of Money without to give me as all of me as the physical, that is in the physical and from the physical and of the Physical as me – a opportunity, to see, realise and understand as I do – to stop, change and stand-up to manifest a world, a existence and a experience of the physical as self within and as a actual living reality of and as equality and oneness, where all live life, here – instead of consequence as suffering and pain with Death.  

Alright, so – we’ve now walked a Part/aspect as dimension/perspective in relation to self as Money within this document in relation to how we’ve accepted and allowed an Idea of and as Money, an idea generated within and as the Mind to have control/power over/of ourselves as Individuals and also Humanity as a whole and how we’ve accepted and allowed that Idea to enslave-Us to an acceptance and allowance of our current lives as individuals and humanity as a whole in relation to Money. Then, within that how we’ve equally accepted and allowed an Illusion as the idea of ourselves as the Mind to have control/power over/of us within-Ourselves – and so, how each one individually is self-responsible for how this world within ourselves and without is existing, through how we’re accepting and allowing an idea within and without as ourselves to have power/control over/of us, in how we live, participate and act within, as and through our acceptances and allowances.

We have the Solution – visit the Desteni I Process http://www.desteniiprocess.com/ and the Equal Money Website http://equalmoney.org/  – to Stop, Stand-Up and Take Self-Responsibility; both within and without in establishing a living-reality of/as equality and oneness as Life.

Within the Next Document of/as Self-Forgiveness – we’ll continue walking-taking-on the manifested multi-dimensions of/as Money as Self.

Thanks

Sunette