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Monday, December 5, 2011
Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:
Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 5
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become who I am within, through and as Energy of Mind, and how I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become who I am without through and as Money with the World-System.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that I am now, in this moment who I am within my self-definition, how I am within my mannerism and behaviour, and what I am within my personalities and where I am within my self-experience – because of and due to Energy of Mind within, and Money of the World-System without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how it is and always has been Energy of Mind within and Money of the World-system without that has manifested me into and as this position within the world and the status within my Mind to get me to be/exist as and participate within/as who, how, what and where I am within me and this world as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that the mind as what I exist-as, consist of and exist as ENERGY manifested within/as extension/emergences personified/individualized within/as thoughts, emotions, feelings, beliefs, ideas, perceptions, knowledge, information, symbols, codes, patterns, networks, relationships, frequencies, vibrations – all originating from/of one source/substance within and of me of Mind as ENERGY that I have through time used/abused to construct/programme/design/create the ‘me/self/I’ that I experience me to be in this moment and so – I couldn’t be who, how, what and where I am within me as this self-definition without ENERGY and so ENERGY is/has been my creator, with me the architect = all of which stand equal to and one with me as Money without, where – I couldn’t have been/become who, how, what and where I am within me as this self-definition without MONEY; as MONEY without and ENERGY within becomes a symbiotic relationship and both becomes dependent on each-other for me to shape/form/mould myself within all that I am/live/express – Money as my creator, with me the architect. And whether with or without Money – the presence of Money remain, as even without Money there’s a relationship to Money through and as which the Energy within as me construct/programme/design/create the ‘me/self/I’ that I experience me to be within / as who, how, what and where I am/become within this world as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – ‘receiving money’ is in fact ‘taking from the world-system/money-system’ – a money-system that is enclosed to only provide for and give to a select population that is ‘fortunate’-enough to be part-of the money-circulation, and in that ‘getting’ – I am in fact ‘taking’ – taking more, and more and more from those on earth that is ‘unfortunate’ that is existing outside the enclosure of/as the fortress of/as money as the money-system within/as/of the world-system, and in that – ‘getting money’ becomes ‘taking a life’; for me to ‘have’ another/more dies or is outcasted from/of the money-system as the world-system into a position of/as the process of death; where me ‘getting, taking and having money’ has an actual physical-effect/consequence of/as taking another human beings’ life that physically suffer and die. Within this – with me getting, taking and having money – equalling the suffering/death of another human-being; standing equal-to and one with how I get, take and have energy within/as me from/of my Mind Consciousness System that take / use energy /resources/nutrients from/of the actual human physical body to generate the Mind’s energy for me to continue functioning/existing/surviving as all my personalities of Mind and so, with me getting, taking and having energy – equalling the suffering and eventual death of me in/as my human physical body as I in fact create my own death through using/abusing the actual real physical for me as the mind to be able to ‘experience myself’.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that every thought/word and deed as me, within and without – has a consequence on all that is me within/as existence as me, but I haven’t been able to see/realise/understand this due to and because of me accepting and allowing myself to be separated from/of my human physical body that is the physical-source/substance/manifestation that in fact stand stable, grounded, earthed, here with and as all that is physical; as I have separated me by/through me existing within and as the mind as a pre-programmed personified energy-experience, that only has my own interests at heart in my own ‘pursuit of happiness’ within this world that is maintained, validated, fed by/through and as money without – as my energy within and my money without make it possible for me to pursue only my own happiness/interests/considerations/wants/needs and desires and within and as that internal and external pre-occupation with and as energy and money – I accepted and allowed myself to completely blind myself from/of the manifested-consequence ‘my’-energy within and ‘my’-money without is creating/manifesting within and as the lives of others as me within/as this world as me with whom I am sharing this Earth.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my accepted and allowed possession of/as energy within, and pre-occupation with and as money without is in fact contributing to the current condition/state/manifestation and existence of and as this entire world with and as all human beings, animals, nature, the earth, the universe; that my responsibility in fact extend to far more than ‘just me’ – but in fact include all as me as existence as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent of my possession within as energy, and pre-occupation without as money is/has been for some time an ‘easy way of life/living’ – where it has become an accepted and allowed inherent ‘second nature’ to deliberately accept and allowed myself to blind-myself from/of the manifested-consequence that money and energy is/has been creating/manifesting within the lives of all other humans, animals, nature and the earth – because I constantly re-minded myself, re-mining, re-playing – over and over and over again, the energy of the mind from the physical, and taking the money from the world-system within/as the statement, the condition, the acceptance, the allowance of: “My life is fine, I am okay, I am happy, I am content, I am taken care of, I don’t have to worry because I have, they don’t have because of this/that and I have because of this/that” – as the justifications/excuses/validations accumulate / layer within me to make myself ‘okay’ to ‘have/take/get’ while others don’t have/get taken from/lose/suffer/die. And so I have deliberately, meticulously actually created/programmed the deliberate blindness/ignorance of the manifested consequence I in fact perpetuate/participate in creating/manifesting as the manifested-condition of/as the earth, humanity, nature, the animal-kingdom to make sure that ‘at least I am okay’ = not realising/seeing/understanding how – in/as this possession of energy, within and preoccupation with money without; the world around me is falling apart / self-destructing and leading myself into and as a ‘reality-check’ where the physical will stand before me in/as ‘check mate’ as I have throughout time attempted/tried to play chess with the physical (with the manifested physical existence) as a mind, as energy, as money – where energy, where money does not last; and only the physical remain and so I am in fact walking into/towards/as my own creation as the physical and I will face me as this world that I in fact created/manifested as me, through not being HERE, equal and one – but using/abusing/exploiting/destroying it for my own interests/purposes as momentary experience of my own pursuit of happiness.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how I have the ability and responsibility to change me, my starting-point from energy/mind to actual physical equal and one living – where my living and participation with myself, others, the earth, the nature, animal-kingdom and existence in within considering/regarding them equal to and one with me – in interacting to develop/grow/expand self/each other to be/become/live/express to/as our utmost potential, within = and changing my starting-point without as money – from serving self-interest and personal pursuit of happiness to the provision for all of humanity, the animal kingdom, nature and the earth where all live within and as the system of/as Equal Money and all are walking with, equal and one and are taken care of and cared for to be able to live the fullest lives the earth and others have to offer and all are equal and one in being able to in fact live, here.
We’ll continue with walking Money as Me in the next document
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(Art by Ann Van den Broeck - http://www.facebook.com/AnnVandenBroeck)
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:
Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 4
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed within and as the Money-System by and of Money to such an extent, that I have harnessed this possession as-myself through making myself believe that this is the ordinary accepted way of the world, the way of humanity, the way of me within society, wherein – all that is considered within this belief, this accepted-ordinariness of the way of the world of money, is myself, my world that extend only to my immediate concerns and considerations which is what I can see and feel in my physical-environment and reality alone, thinking/believing that this is ‘all there is’ – having no cognisance or reference of the pain and suffering that so many endure in this world I share with them in every moment that I breathe, due to the same money-system I so unashamedly and bombastically live-from.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed within and as the Mind by and of Energy to such an extent, that I have harnessed this possession as-myself through making myself believe that this is the ordinary accepted way of existing as a human-being, within thoughts, reactions an automated actions, split into multiple-selves with not an inch of concern or regard for anything or anyone else but this I that is within of M“I”nd that is Mine, as my-Possession, Possessed - alone within-me as and of the Mind, indulging in my doses of energy, awaiting the next opportunity to feed myself with the greed of self-entitled indulgence as the next fix of addiction as the momentary rush of satisfaction as energy I experience as I control my world/reality for my own interests/purposes – the luxury I have, to only be concerned with my next Energy-fix; when in every moment that I breathe, human beings suffer in the painful silence that is hunger, as they hunger for the next substance that will feed their physical-bodies with the nutrition it require to sustain its existence; but I’m too busy getting my next fill of energy, possessed with the drug of energy of Mind and Money of the World, to see, realise and understand through the veil of ignorance and arrogance = that for me to experience that moment of energy for/of my M“I”nd’s survival; the false-survival – real human beings experience real survival, as they physically fight and strive for the next meal to feed them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be possessed with and as Money and Energy within the Money-System and Mind to such an extent, that I cannot even fathom the experience of what it is to physically-suffer in each and every breath with and as the absolute consuming all-encompassing dread of hunger, being the living-dead – experiencing every single moment the scream and cry of the physical-flesh tearing and stretching as it starts to feed off-of itself in an attempt to balance out its survival in first ensuring the primary organs remain functioning, while the rest of the body starts decaying, until finally the organs collapse and fall and the last breath is breathed in absolute helplessness and powerlessness, a moment of letting go from the hope that was held-onto for just that bit of sustenance to keep on going for just one more breath as the beings die a death at the outskirts of the world-system of the money-system as money, that die such a death – because I have accepted and allowed myself to take, take, take and have, have, have – all the takings and the having’s, creating an imbalance within a internal and external world that functioned within a system of polarity, where – for me to have, other’s won’t have, for me to gain, others’ lose and so; I am responsible – equally responsible with and as all, for the existing determining factor that is in control of life and death in this world as Money and the manifested-consequence it create in this world as the have’s and have not’s and everything else in-between. And for it all to change – I must change how I live, who I am within and what I accept and allow without; the only change that will stand eternal as what’s best for all is an equal Money system where all will have equally as one in this world, with no polarities that require balancing-out and a change within as becoming a living physical being, no more existing of a Mind within energy in constant polarity requiring balance – to stop the current existing equation of win/lose and gain/loss to exist within a system of equality within which all are one and all of the opportunity for a dignified life of physical-living that is real, so creating and manifesting a Real-World.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe, and harness this belief into and as a reality that I have superimposed onto and within the real physical-reality – that this world of me within as Mind of Energy and world without as World-System of Money, with all the internal and external manifestations and experiences to be REAL. That it is worlds that is acceptable and normal as each and all simply go about their lives in their internal-bubbles of I-Possession as ownership of what is ‘Mine’ as M“I”nd, internally and Mon(Me)y, externally - that define the I of ‘who I am’ as self – creating through Energy and Money a life we exist-within, function-through and maintain with energy and money as though is it real; when – it can all fall, disappear = vanish, the Moment the energy as money stop; because – as money stop, without – energy stop within, and we become empty, listless, depressed nothingness as we’re excluded and thrown out of the world-system, the money-system of money that has fed and sustained the feeding of self’s power as energy within to circulate the cycles of a world/reality without; creating the illusionary, false mirage of a life, a world that is made to be real through money and energy, externally and internally = not in fact real. And so I have accepted and allowed myself to fight for and with a world that is but a mirage of belief generated through energy within and maintained through money without; possessed within a state of survival as fear, as the fear the energy that ensures the production of energy within for the creation of the mirage as Mind, and the survival as money without to ensure the maintenance of the mirage without as Money-System. The Illusion I have become, internally and externally – trapped and enslaved into my own creation of energy and money, seeing only what I have accepted and allowed myself to create of me in separation; and within and as this accepted and allowed state – while I am accepting and allowing myself to be possessed within my possessions internally and externally; countless lives are lost and constantly facing the suffering of deprivation from the very system internally and externally that is fuelling my paradise Island on the land of “I” of “M“I”nd that is mine as my-world within and my-world without.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this world as it exist, internally and externally as I have accepted and allowed myself to create it through, as and by the generation of and as energy and money – is real. That I have accepted and allowed myself to define real through and as acceptance, that – because I accepted it through living it as me, it is and must be real; not realising that – me being and becoming this living definition of real as what I accept as living-conditions for/of me internally as Mind and externally as the Money-System, that I am supporting the manifested-existence of Mind as Energy and the World-System of Money into reality with and as everything and everyone else existing in-it with and as me as such an living-acceptance of who we are and how we live, that together – we are, through our acceptances - creating and manifesting the existence of Mind of Energy and World system of Money into reality and the manifested-consequence that is created from and of it as the current state of the individual human being and humanity as a whole. That, the real reality of the situation is: We’re not seeing the reality of what is manifesting in the REAL physical-world as the manifested-consequence self as Mind of energy, within and within the World System of Money without is in fact creating and manifesting as the abuse of humanity and the earth, with nature and the animal-kingdom.
We’ll continue within the next parts of walking Money as Me – walking the points of the direct-relationships of/as self-responsibility for/of the manifested consequence we exist within and face within and as our accepted and allowed existence as living-definition of Mind/Energy, within - and World-System/Money, without.
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Sunday, February 13, 2011
Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:
Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 3
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Money as it’s manifested in and of this World in and as the forms it exist as I interact with-It – is all that it consist of and exist as; that all that it is, is as I see it through and as my human physical eyes: a piece of paper, coin and card – existing but for the purposes and reasons it serve for me to continue surviving in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the Physical as it’s manifested in and of this World in and as the forms it exist as, as I exist within it and interact with and as it – is all that it consist of and exist as, that all that it is, is as I see it through and as my human physical eyes – a three-dimensional substantially-manifested picture of organic-nature functioning automatically, existing but for the purposes and reasons it serve for me to continue surviving in this world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to Realise, see and understand – how I have accepted and allowed Money to become the determining-factor for/of Life and Death in and as this World – for myself, and all other as myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to Realise, see and understand that the actual determining factor for/of Life and Death is right here in and as the Physical as Breath as the manifested natural Physical-System that exist and function here within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from the physical that is here to such an extent, that I have accepted and allowed myself to replace Breath with Money as the ‘god’ of humanity, the animal-kingdom and nature that decide the fate, the experience and so the life of each within and as this-Existence, on this Planet Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from me, here – in, as and with the Physical to such an extent, that – I see through Money that has become my Possession, that I live as Money by-which I am possessed – and in so-Doing, I miss the totality of existence that is Here as me in, as and with each and every Breath I breathe that is here in, as and with the Physical.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand - the extent to which I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself – that I do not even see, realise and understand that it is the Physical, that which is Physical that is the actual reality that is here – that is in fact one and equal. But I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself into a Mind of Energy and build a reality of System of Money into and as which I have trapped and enslaved myself – existing in energy and functioning for Money as a submissive slave to its own creation – totally separate from all that I am as existence that is right here as Breath. And now facing the Consequence of not being able to enter the “kingdom of heaven” that is in fact right here in the physical as Breath. My past haunting me as what I have become as Mind - with Freedom that is but a Breath away...the price to pay for what I have accepted and allowed within and as self-interest as individualism in the name of power and greed.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how the true nature of me as man has manifested into and as my own creation reflecting the true nature of me as the Mind of Energy within and the World System of Money without as the desire for Individualism, Self-Interest, Power and Greed within the starting-point of I-Survival – the survival of the self within and as Individualized Self-Interest that compete for the Position/Status of Power and during that fight and struggle take as much from everyone else as possible with and through Greed – and so we’ve become the Demons we’ve always in fact been, now trapped and enslaved both within as the Mind and without as the World-System into and as the manifested-creations that reflect the True nature of who, how and what we really are and always have been.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me into and as an “I”, manifested as the M(I)nd, the manifested-“I” that consist-of and exist-as the “I”nterests of this I of Individualism I have separated myself into and as – comprising of the wants, needs and desires I define myself as to ensure that I remain identifiably unique and special from everything and everyone within, as and of existence and so – become a god in my own existence of self as the Mind manifestation of the I have created myself into and as within and as separation from and of all that I am as existence that is here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have accepted and allowed myself to transform Money into and as the manifested-reflection of and as the Energy existent within and as and of me as the I of and as the Mind, where Energy within and Money without has come to embody my wants, needs and desires that define this I of and as M(I)nd – wherein, what is produced of the earth is created into and as that which please and serve my wants, needs and desires of/as Energy of/as Mind for me to feed the existence of survival as this I. And, so – my wants, needs and desires of Energy of Mind within is equal to and one with my wants, needs and desires manifested/embodied as Money and that which represents Money within the World-System, without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have become the manifested-consequence of and as accepted and allowed separation – as I have become the existence of only Fear and Survival – both within and without, as I exist in Fear for Survival as this I of Mind within and Money in the World-System without. Where, instead of living here in and as equality and oneness with and as all that exist here as me, I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me into and as a individualized-“I”. And in this process - I now have to maintain the existence of this self-created I through and as constant energy generation, within - and money generation without for this I that I am within and as M(I)nd as the I-manifestation to continue existing and for me to remain in the position that I stand within and as the World-System – constantly maintaining positions of survival of the I within as Mind with energy and the survival of my position within the World-System with Money. And so my existence has become a constant fight within fear for survival within, with Energy and without, with Money – which has now become the totality of my existence – Energy and Money; instead of actually existing here with and as all, equal and one = the manifested consequence as actual price to pay for accepted and allowed separation = a price that is not valued according to money...but Life, where I now have no access to Life that is here as Breath as manifested equality and oneness as the Physical, for I have become the separation I have accepted and allowed myself to create.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – that what I create is-Me, because what I create-With is-Me - and that the very existence of what I create with, as and of Me - is thus my responsibility as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to take Responsibility for what I created with, as and of Me as the Mind of Energy within and the World-System as Money without, and because of that point, that moment of accepted and allowed self-separation from/of what I have created with, as and of Me as Energy and Money and so abdicated responsibility - I have abdicated my power to do anything with and about it, and so – energy has become a self-existent Mind of Consciousness existing for-Me and Money has become a self-existent System of the World-System functioning for-Me; which has power over and of me, towards and within which I am trapped and enslaved as I am possessed within energy and by money and addicted to energy and money, existing in this possessed addiction, because I have become dependent on Energy and Money for my continued existence as the “I” within as Mind, and a position in the World-System with Money without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the manifested-consequence of/as dependency as the relationship I now exist within to/towards my own creation within as Mind of Energy and without as the World-System of Money, due to my accepted and allowed self-separation into and as a “I”, from/of all that is Me here in and as existence as the Physical-Manifest, where - instead of living with and as everything, here – equal and one; I now live in dependency , as separation to/towards my own limited creations that has become the manifested-definition of/as who I am and so encompass the totality of me in and as fear of loss as the nature of the relationship of dependency within separation. Because - a relationship imply connection and so I am connected to/towards/with that which defines me and therefore cannot afford to lose that which defines me as I am dependent on it to define me as who I am. And now my existence has become that of relationships of dependency within separation as fear of loss , to/towards that which I created into and as separation from/of me that define “who I am” – instead of existing as Here, With and as As all that is Here in and as equality and Oneness – not through relationships, but as HERE, As All, Equal and One. Now existing in fear of loss to/towards the relationship-dependency within and as separation with Energy as mind and Money as the World-system - as energy of Mind and money of the world-system has come to define who I am.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the manifested-consequence of/as accepted and allowed separation from/of Me that is here as equality and oneness as the Physical, where I exist as a “I”-creation, individualized within and as Energy as my manifested-definitions through which I created Money embodying my definitions of Energy – and now my creations from which I have separated myself as Energy and Money has come to define “who I am”, who this “I” manifestation is – as I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from that which defines this Self. And within the very point of it defining who I am and having the power to define who I am imply / reveal the truth of me – that I am now even less than my own creations of separation as Energy and Money that now determine who, how and what I am in/as the existing of me in this Mind I’ve trapped and enslaved myself into and this World-System I’ve trapped and enslaved myself into along-with the rest of existence as-Me that is equally as trapped and enslaved as I am. As I have accepted and allowed all of me to be trapped and enslaved with and as me through me accepting and allowing my state of separation and so accepted and allowed all of me’s state of separation. And in that, supported the existence of separation and so continued to exist and so create and manifest an existence of/as separation.
Within this Part we touched on the Point of the accepted and allowed Manifested-Consequence of/as Separation from all of self, Here - into and as the manifestation of/as Separation as the Mind of Energy within and as the World-System of Money without and the outflows and effects of such a Cause/Source and Origin of and as Self on all that exist as self within and as Existence.
As we continue we’ll have a look further into the Manifested-Consequence of Separation and the actual Self-Responsibility that exist to/towards self – within and without in relation to All of existence as Self and that what exist now as it exist in/as this World of self – is in fact, each individual human beings’ self-responsibility.