Sunday, February 13, 2011
Continuing with the Process of Self-Forgiveness of/as Walking Money as Me:
Self-Forgiveness: Manifestation of Money as Me – Part 3
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that Money as it’s manifested in and of this World in and as the forms it exist as I interact with-It – is all that it consist of and exist as; that all that it is, is as I see it through and as my human physical eyes: a piece of paper, coin and card – existing but for the purposes and reasons it serve for me to continue surviving in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the Physical as it’s manifested in and of this World in and as the forms it exist as, as I exist within it and interact with and as it – is all that it consist of and exist as, that all that it is, is as I see it through and as my human physical eyes – a three-dimensional substantially-manifested picture of organic-nature functioning automatically, existing but for the purposes and reasons it serve for me to continue surviving in this world.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to Realise, see and understand – how I have accepted and allowed Money to become the determining-factor for/of Life and Death in and as this World – for myself, and all other as myself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to Realise, see and understand that the actual determining factor for/of Life and Death is right here in and as the Physical as Breath as the manifested natural Physical-System that exist and function here within and as me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from the physical that is here to such an extent, that I have accepted and allowed myself to replace Breath with Money as the ‘god’ of humanity, the animal-kingdom and nature that decide the fate, the experience and so the life of each within and as this-Existence, on this Planet Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from me, here – in, as and with the Physical to such an extent, that – I see through Money that has become my Possession, that I live as Money by-which I am possessed – and in so-Doing, I miss the totality of existence that is Here as me in, as and with each and every Breath I breathe that is here in, as and with the Physical.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand - the extent to which I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself – that I do not even see, realise and understand that it is the Physical, that which is Physical that is the actual reality that is here – that is in fact one and equal. But I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself into a Mind of Energy and build a reality of System of Money into and as which I have trapped and enslaved myself – existing in energy and functioning for Money as a submissive slave to its own creation – totally separate from all that I am as existence that is right here as Breath. And now facing the Consequence of not being able to enter the “kingdom of heaven” that is in fact right here in the physical as Breath. My past haunting me as what I have become as Mind - with Freedom that is but a Breath away...the price to pay for what I have accepted and allowed within and as self-interest as individualism in the name of power and greed.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how the true nature of me as man has manifested into and as my own creation reflecting the true nature of me as the Mind of Energy within and the World System of Money without as the desire for Individualism, Self-Interest, Power and Greed within the starting-point of I-Survival – the survival of the self within and as Individualized Self-Interest that compete for the Position/Status of Power and during that fight and struggle take as much from everyone else as possible with and through Greed – and so we’ve become the Demons we’ve always in fact been, now trapped and enslaved both within as the Mind and without as the World-System into and as the manifested-creations that reflect the True nature of who, how and what we really are and always have been.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me into and as an “I”, manifested as the M(I)nd, the manifested-“I” that consist-of and exist-as the “I”nterests of this I of Individualism I have separated myself into and as – comprising of the wants, needs and desires I define myself as to ensure that I remain identifiably unique and special from everything and everyone within, as and of existence and so – become a god in my own existence of self as the Mind manifestation of the I have created myself into and as within and as separation from and of all that I am as existence that is here.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have accepted and allowed myself to transform Money into and as the manifested-reflection of and as the Energy existent within and as and of me as the I of and as the Mind, where Energy within and Money without has come to embody my wants, needs and desires that define this I of and as M(I)nd – wherein, what is produced of the earth is created into and as that which please and serve my wants, needs and desires of/as Energy of/as Mind for me to feed the existence of survival as this I. And, so – my wants, needs and desires of Energy of Mind within is equal to and one with my wants, needs and desires manifested/embodied as Money and that which represents Money within the World-System, without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have become the manifested-consequence of and as accepted and allowed separation – as I have become the existence of only Fear and Survival – both within and without, as I exist in Fear for Survival as this I of Mind within and Money in the World-System without. Where, instead of living here in and as equality and oneness with and as all that exist here as me, I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me into and as a individualized-“I”. And in this process - I now have to maintain the existence of this self-created I through and as constant energy generation, within - and money generation without for this I that I am within and as M(I)nd as the I-manifestation to continue existing and for me to remain in the position that I stand within and as the World-System – constantly maintaining positions of survival of the I within as Mind with energy and the survival of my position within the World-System with Money. And so my existence has become a constant fight within fear for survival within, with Energy and without, with Money – which has now become the totality of my existence – Energy and Money; instead of actually existing here with and as all, equal and one = the manifested consequence as actual price to pay for accepted and allowed separation = a price that is not valued according to money...but Life, where I now have no access to Life that is here as Breath as manifested equality and oneness as the Physical, for I have become the separation I have accepted and allowed myself to create.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – that what I create is-Me, because what I create-With is-Me - and that the very existence of what I create with, as and of Me - is thus my responsibility as me.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to take Responsibility for what I created with, as and of Me as the Mind of Energy within and the World-System as Money without, and because of that point, that moment of accepted and allowed self-separation from/of what I have created with, as and of Me as Energy and Money and so abdicated responsibility - I have abdicated my power to do anything with and about it, and so – energy has become a self-existent Mind of Consciousness existing for-Me and Money has become a self-existent System of the World-System functioning for-Me; which has power over and of me, towards and within which I am trapped and enslaved as I am possessed within energy and by money and addicted to energy and money, existing in this possessed addiction, because I have become dependent on Energy and Money for my continued existence as the “I” within as Mind, and a position in the World-System with Money without.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the manifested-consequence of/as dependency as the relationship I now exist within to/towards my own creation within as Mind of Energy and without as the World-System of Money, due to my accepted and allowed self-separation into and as a “I”, from/of all that is Me here in and as existence as the Physical-Manifest, where - instead of living with and as everything, here – equal and one; I now live in dependency , as separation to/towards my own limited creations that has become the manifested-definition of/as who I am and so encompass the totality of me in and as fear of loss as the nature of the relationship of dependency within separation. Because - a relationship imply connection and so I am connected to/towards/with that which defines me and therefore cannot afford to lose that which defines me as I am dependent on it to define me as who I am. And now my existence has become that of relationships of dependency within separation as fear of loss , to/towards that which I created into and as separation from/of me that define “who I am” – instead of existing as Here, With and as As all that is Here in and as equality and Oneness – not through relationships, but as HERE, As All, Equal and One. Now existing in fear of loss to/towards the relationship-dependency within and as separation with Energy as mind and Money as the World-system - as energy of Mind and money of the world-system has come to define who I am.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the manifested-consequence of/as accepted and allowed separation from/of Me that is here as equality and oneness as the Physical, where I exist as a “I”-creation, individualized within and as Energy as my manifested-definitions through which I created Money embodying my definitions of Energy – and now my creations from which I have separated myself as Energy and Money has come to define “who I am”, who this “I” manifestation is – as I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from that which defines this Self. And within the very point of it defining who I am and having the power to define who I am imply / reveal the truth of me – that I am now even less than my own creations of separation as Energy and Money that now determine who, how and what I am in/as the existing of me in this Mind I’ve trapped and enslaved myself into and this World-System I’ve trapped and enslaved myself into along-with the rest of existence as-Me that is equally as trapped and enslaved as I am. As I have accepted and allowed all of me to be trapped and enslaved with and as me through me accepting and allowing my state of separation and so accepted and allowed all of me’s state of separation. And in that, supported the existence of separation and so continued to exist and so create and manifest an existence of/as separation.
Within this Part we touched on the Point of the accepted and allowed Manifested-Consequence of/as Separation from all of self, Here - into and as the manifestation of/as Separation as the Mind of Energy within and as the World-System of Money without and the outflows and effects of such a Cause/Source and Origin of and as Self on all that exist as self within and as Existence.
As we continue we’ll have a look further into the Manifested-Consequence of Separation and the actual Self-Responsibility that exist to/towards self – within and without in relation to All of existence as Self and that what exist now as it exist in/as this World of self – is in fact, each individual human beings’ self-responsibility.